Over the last couple nights, I've been haunted by the ghosts of boyfriend's past. Not an homage to the sheisty rom-com, this is real. One dream specifically had one asshole, one "delicate situation", one "almost but not quite" and one "long-term, never quite fitting acknowledgement of mutual admiration". The crazy part is this dream was not a stroll through the past, but a peek into the future. All of these guys, along with their current gf's, made an appearance or was at least referenced.

The second of these dreams was last night, in which one "I can't believe I'm not over this" appeared having left his current fiancee. In both dreams there was a lot of running, feeling guilty and never really finding a resolution.

I've never had a nightmare about coxing, working out, or even a bad dream about my current boyfriend (whom I love dearly, despite whatever these trippy dreams might signify). I'm absolutely hating the fact that there are more dreams and sadly more assholes that I may have left to dream about.

It was suggested that perhaps I'm unconsciously going through people because I'm afraid I might have missed something. Is it because of my move to Atlanta in less than 2 weeks?

I extend this out: Has this ever happened to you, and WTF does it mean...?

Side note: Really wish I read this 8 years ago...